batt low? recharge.

"I'm tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy.
Most of all, I just I’m just tired of being tired."

So now I'm gonna get a good long sleep
and when I wake up..

It'd be a brand new beginning :)

A four letter word

I believe in love. I really do. That love is the only thing keeping this crazy world alive. I haven't found my love yet.. But I'm not worried. I know that just as the world keeps spinning, the love I've been looking for will appear right in front of me and then all of a sudden- Me, this crazy thing, will become alive.

"She's hurt; mentally and emotionally. But everyday, she walks outside with a smile on her face, because that’s just who she is;

the girl who never stopped smiling.

Sometimes the people we love just forget to love us back.

(People are gonna disappoint you. I get that… I kind of expect that. But I don’t know. What if you wake up one day and realize that you’re the disappointment?)

Be strong.

I feel another breakdown coming on but I won't give in.

Dear God, help me.

I won't. Give in.